WOW IT'S SUCH A LONG DAMN TIME SINCE I WROTE THIS BLOG....
I'M JUST TOO BUSY DOING NOTHING HAHA
SEEING MY LAST POST, I'M BEING QUITE LOVEY NOWADAYS...MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE OF.......
THERE ARE LOTS OF TYPE OF GIRLS THAT EXIST IN THIS WORLD TODAY
1.THE GIRL WHO SHOWS HER FEELINGS TOO MUCH
THIS GIRL is the kind of girl who shows how she feel in front of everyone without shame and care that other people is disgust by her.....my cousin just got married in february...they barely knew each other when they got married so they are very affectionate towards each other......the girl, which is my not so clever to understand the situation, loves to hold hands, holds her husband lap and pinch he cheeks...SHE TICKLES HIM TOO....IN PUBLIC!!...her husband would say have shame to do that in front of everyone...but she doesn't really care.....when we went eating at the restaurant, usually the man puts their hands around the girl but NO IT'S THE OTHER WAY AROUND.......and she started cuddling and i stood up and said WE GET IT!! YOU'RE MARRIED BUT WE'RE NOT SO GET OVER IT....I'M ONLY SIXTEEN!! I'M STILL UNDERAGE AND I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE VOMITING WATCHING YOUR PASSIONATE MARRIAGE.....but of course that doesn't change a thing
2. THE GIRL WHO TRICKS BOY FOR HER BENEFIT
this kind of girl flirts with boys to get something they want.....they don't flirt with guys who are dumb and doesn't have anything...my cousin is the perfect example to have the title almost a GOLD DIGGER.....she flirts with three boys at once but chose the one with the car....all of her assignment are made by her boyfriend and everywhere she wants to go, the boy has to send her like always......her tactic was smart...first, she talk nicely...and acting cute which i prefer to call it SUPER DAMN ANNOYING...so that smart boy fell in love...but he's dumb for falling for a girl who is wearing a mask and not being herself.
ENOUGH WITH THE GIRL PART....IT'S MAKING ME ANNOYING..LET'S GET TO THE PART ABOUT THIS NICE GUY...
he's my senior at school...he's really nice and i just found out he lives at....ok!! not save to say it cuz i know i'll get tease by my friends....he lives 10 min from my house....he's really popular among the boys...i was wondering what's so special about him that everyone likes him....and that night i had to ask his number as a mission for my interview...so i did....at first, he started fooling around by saying that i can't have his name or his number...i pleaded and we started talking and i succeed in getting his number...the way he talks you know he's really nice.....so when i came back home, i desperately need my english teacher's number so i texted him cuz in his position, he should have great bonds with the english teacher....and we started texting and i know he is a nice and a good friend.....he has his own charming way of attracting someone to be friend with him...
P/S: THIS IS FOR MY FRIENDS...I KNOW I'VE NOT UPDATE MY BLOG FOR 2 MONTHS AND 1 DAY BUT I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IF YOU UPDATE YOUR BLOG TOO....BYE!! SEE YA!!
Thursday 8 August 2013
Friday 7 June 2013
MARRIAGE AND PREGNANT
NO I'M NOT PREGNANT I'M JUST TURNING 16.....I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT MY SUPER CRAZY BUT ADORABLE COUSIN.....
SINCE ALL MY FRIENDS ARE WRITING ABOUT WEDDINGS I DECIDE TO TALK ABOUT MY COUSIN'S LIFE TO HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY....OK THAT'S JUST WEIRD
LET'S TALK WITH HOW SHE MET....
(IF SHE READ THIS I AM SO DEAD)
she had a really special relationship with Z ...they've been together since high school at the age of 16.....what a coincidence i'm 16...pffttt.......back to the story...Z even change his course to go to the same university as her......she has a degree in law and engineering.....Z is an engineer...their relationship was always bumpy and it was major on and off very often....but when my cousin, A, turns 23 she started talking about getting married and asking him to find a job .....well, Z refused because he wanted to rely on his dad...he's a total spoil brat......everything he wants his parents would gave him.....he's somebody's son so, obviously...........by somebody i mean someone who has wealth and known b important people........after going on and off all the time......my cousin realised he's not a responsible, their relationship was OVER.....IT'S OVER!!.......i was relieved....don't get me the wrong way she's a great girl and he's a great guy but they are not meant to be together.......
MEETING SOMEONE NEW
she started working at her dad's company and making friends with this engineer at the office...it was one of her dad's worker....it was just 3 months of knowing each other and being friends and they decide to take it further so they are officially boyfriend and girlfriend.....after a year knowing that new guy, N, thought she was the right one for him....MAYBE, I DON'T KNOW, I'M NOT THE ONE WHO LIKES HER.....she held her engagement party at the end of the year she was 24 and got married in the beginning of the year when she was 25.....it was a really tiring and painful wedding....the night of her wedding nothing was ready for the event...and a 3-inch piece of wood was stucked in her foot...and she started wailing and calling for my mom...she was forced to go to the clinic and she came back with her foot bandaged with thick whatever(i don't know what it's called)......she couldn't walked down the isle for her wedding....I MEAN WHO DOESN'T WALK DOWN THE ISLE FOR THE WEDDING.........it was fun anyway cause i ate lots of food......and her Z came on her wedding and checked on her which is AWKWARD
BABY ON IT'S WAY
she's in the hospital waiting for labor right now......
she became really cranky and emotional...i thought the actresses were over-reacting but it is real.....man, i just want to hit her in the face but lucky it was just hormones.......i was in the car with her husband and her....than she started talking about work and how she wanted to go overseas to new zealand.....i'm in the back with 'oh you're not going anywhere girlfriend' face.......her husband just smile and said they can go after the baby has grow up because it's hard to travel with a baby...she started talking and fighting and her husband was so nice and just agreed to anything she says.....that is the kind of a person i call HUSBAND OF THE YEAR......i plugged my ears with some music....and wrote something on a piece of paper and paste to the mirror....every person who passed through our car looked with their puzzled face.....because the paper is written WATCH OUT!! EMOTIONAL AND SENSITIVE PREGNANT MAMA ON BOARD.......i'll tell you more about their life once she gets the baby out of her body..........
P/S: I REALISED I DON'T REALLY PUT PICS ON MY BLOG....I'M JUST TO LAZY TO UPDATE...AND TAKE PHOTOS...AND EDIT IT......EDITING IS IMPORTANT FOR IT TO BE PERFECT...THIS MAYBE THE LAST POST TILL NEXT MONTH...SEE YA FOLKS
SINCE ALL MY FRIENDS ARE WRITING ABOUT WEDDINGS I DECIDE TO TALK ABOUT MY COUSIN'S LIFE TO HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY....OK THAT'S JUST WEIRD
LET'S TALK WITH HOW SHE MET....
(IF SHE READ THIS I AM SO DEAD)
she had a really special relationship with Z ...they've been together since high school at the age of 16.....what a coincidence i'm 16...pffttt.......back to the story...Z even change his course to go to the same university as her......she has a degree in law and engineering.....Z is an engineer...their relationship was always bumpy and it was major on and off very often....but when my cousin, A, turns 23 she started talking about getting married and asking him to find a job .....well, Z refused because he wanted to rely on his dad...he's a total spoil brat......everything he wants his parents would gave him.....he's somebody's son so, obviously...........by somebody i mean someone who has wealth and known b important people........after going on and off all the time......my cousin realised he's not a responsible, their relationship was OVER.....IT'S OVER!!.......i was relieved....don't get me the wrong way she's a great girl and he's a great guy but they are not meant to be together.......
MEETING SOMEONE NEW
she started working at her dad's company and making friends with this engineer at the office...it was one of her dad's worker....it was just 3 months of knowing each other and being friends and they decide to take it further so they are officially boyfriend and girlfriend.....after a year knowing that new guy, N, thought she was the right one for him....MAYBE, I DON'T KNOW, I'M NOT THE ONE WHO LIKES HER.....she held her engagement party at the end of the year she was 24 and got married in the beginning of the year when she was 25.....it was a really tiring and painful wedding....the night of her wedding nothing was ready for the event...and a 3-inch piece of wood was stucked in her foot...and she started wailing and calling for my mom...she was forced to go to the clinic and she came back with her foot bandaged with thick whatever(i don't know what it's called)......she couldn't walked down the isle for her wedding....I MEAN WHO DOESN'T WALK DOWN THE ISLE FOR THE WEDDING.........it was fun anyway cause i ate lots of food......and her Z came on her wedding and checked on her which is AWKWARD
BABY ON IT'S WAY
she's in the hospital waiting for labor right now......
she became really cranky and emotional...i thought the actresses were over-reacting but it is real.....man, i just want to hit her in the face but lucky it was just hormones.......i was in the car with her husband and her....than she started talking about work and how she wanted to go overseas to new zealand.....i'm in the back with 'oh you're not going anywhere girlfriend' face.......her husband just smile and said they can go after the baby has grow up because it's hard to travel with a baby...she started talking and fighting and her husband was so nice and just agreed to anything she says.....that is the kind of a person i call HUSBAND OF THE YEAR......i plugged my ears with some music....and wrote something on a piece of paper and paste to the mirror....every person who passed through our car looked with their puzzled face.....because the paper is written WATCH OUT!! EMOTIONAL AND SENSITIVE PREGNANT MAMA ON BOARD.......i'll tell you more about their life once she gets the baby out of her body..........
P/S: I REALISED I DON'T REALLY PUT PICS ON MY BLOG....I'M JUST TO LAZY TO UPDATE...AND TAKE PHOTOS...AND EDIT IT......EDITING IS IMPORTANT FOR IT TO BE PERFECT...THIS MAYBE THE LAST POST TILL NEXT MONTH...SEE YA FOLKS
Wednesday 5 June 2013
LOVELY, MOVIE AND OH NO!
just came back from my vacation
of course my vacation is a getaway to my hometown by the beach.....some people wake up by the sound of alarms and chickens making whatever that sound or is it a rooster? OH JUST GOOGLE IT!! ...........i wake up with the sound of the waves splashing and hitting the sand in anger....i totally love staying there...it's the only place i can get away from all these traffics and city life.....i just walk down the stairs and walked for 50 m and i could feel the sand tickling my feet.....the breeze that blows through your hair make it become greasy,sticky and salty because of the seawater mist.....i feel so free living there....you could do anything especially PRANKS because nobody really cares and that is the best way and the best place for me to RELEASE MY TENSION OF THE CITY AND MY LIFE AS A STUDENT WHO SITS FOR EXAM ALL THE TIME....
just came back from watching epic
i know epic was release a few weeks ago....but that was the only time my friends and i could hang out...it was an amazing and totally funny because of the slug....there was DESPICABLE ME 2, RIO 2 AND STAR TREK TRAILER......i am so gonna watch despicable me 2.....man i'm a fan for the movie .......CAN'T WAIT FOR IT.....AS FOR STAR TREK , the reason i'm going to watch it was because CHRIS PINE IS ACTING IN IT.....but there's one thing i dislike about the movie...i think chris pine is handsome but when the camera zoomed in , he still look handsome but not as handsome as i look at him from far.....I'M BEING RIDICULOUS BUT THAT'S JUST THE WAY I AM........
just realise something that should not happen
i was talking to my friend how i love to shop right now.....and i can't take my eyes off the new stuff.....and then they said i'm turning like my sister.....she's a S-H-O-P-A-H-O-L-I-C!!!!....AHHH!!!!NOOOO!!!!!.......out of all people in the world, i can't be like her....she is a major shopaholic....she walked out of HARRODS with more than ten bags and need the workers to carry them for her to the taxi......she totally loves the luxury items.....she can't take her eyes off the word NEW ARRIVAL or LIMITED EDITION or SALE!!! I'M TURNING INTO HER.....this happen when i was shopping with her in paris and i bought lots of stuff and a bag that cost me thousands of dollars....lucky for me it was tax free....and i put my money into her account so i don't have to carry the money around.......it seems like i spent a few because the card did all the swiping...but when i came back and calculate the receipts.....I SHOULD STOP SHOPPING..... BUT THEY ARE ALL SO PRETTY.....i need to hold myself from this madness because i'll be back in school....in less than a week....
P/S: I GRAB THE CHANCE TO WRITE THIS BLOG BECAUSE I STOLE MY BROTHERS LAPTOP BECAUSE HE WAS OUT PLAYING GOLF....PFFFTTT WHO GOLF IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!
of course my vacation is a getaway to my hometown by the beach.....some people wake up by the sound of alarms and chickens making whatever that sound or is it a rooster? OH JUST GOOGLE IT!! ...........i wake up with the sound of the waves splashing and hitting the sand in anger....i totally love staying there...it's the only place i can get away from all these traffics and city life.....i just walk down the stairs and walked for 50 m and i could feel the sand tickling my feet.....the breeze that blows through your hair make it become greasy,sticky and salty because of the seawater mist.....i feel so free living there....you could do anything especially PRANKS because nobody really cares and that is the best way and the best place for me to RELEASE MY TENSION OF THE CITY AND MY LIFE AS A STUDENT WHO SITS FOR EXAM ALL THE TIME....
just came back from watching epic
i know epic was release a few weeks ago....but that was the only time my friends and i could hang out...it was an amazing and totally funny because of the slug....there was DESPICABLE ME 2, RIO 2 AND STAR TREK TRAILER......i am so gonna watch despicable me 2.....man i'm a fan for the movie .......CAN'T WAIT FOR IT.....AS FOR STAR TREK , the reason i'm going to watch it was because CHRIS PINE IS ACTING IN IT.....but there's one thing i dislike about the movie...i think chris pine is handsome but when the camera zoomed in , he still look handsome but not as handsome as i look at him from far.....I'M BEING RIDICULOUS BUT THAT'S JUST THE WAY I AM........
just realise something that should not happen
i was talking to my friend how i love to shop right now.....and i can't take my eyes off the new stuff.....and then they said i'm turning like my sister.....she's a S-H-O-P-A-H-O-L-I-C!!!!....AHHH!!!!NOOOO!!!!!.......out of all people in the world, i can't be like her....she is a major shopaholic....she walked out of HARRODS with more than ten bags and need the workers to carry them for her to the taxi......she totally loves the luxury items.....she can't take her eyes off the word NEW ARRIVAL or LIMITED EDITION or SALE!!! I'M TURNING INTO HER.....this happen when i was shopping with her in paris and i bought lots of stuff and a bag that cost me thousands of dollars....lucky for me it was tax free....and i put my money into her account so i don't have to carry the money around.......it seems like i spent a few because the card did all the swiping...but when i came back and calculate the receipts.....I SHOULD STOP SHOPPING..... BUT THEY ARE ALL SO PRETTY.....i need to hold myself from this madness because i'll be back in school....in less than a week....
P/S: I GRAB THE CHANCE TO WRITE THIS BLOG BECAUSE I STOLE MY BROTHERS LAPTOP BECAUSE HE WAS OUT PLAYING GOLF....PFFFTTT WHO GOLF IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!
Monday 27 May 2013
A CRISIS!!
IT'S A MAJOR CRISIS...
OKAY MAYBE MORE THAN ONE.....
OKAY I LOST TEN KILOS WHEN I WAS IN A BOARDING SCHOOL CUZ I EAT LESS AND HAVE TO WALK A LOT......it was exam week so rather than eating...it's better for you to read....so i lost more weight i came back home and my aunts and uncles said i look thin and man i was so happy.......so because of being happy i started shoving everything in my mouth.....who can resist food plus it does not punches you when you pick them up and starting to bite them.....so before i ate lunch today, i stand on the weigh balance so confidently know i'm below than 40 kilos but I GAIN 5 KILOS IN 4 DAYS!!!!!IN 4 DAYS!!!!.....how can that possibly be....man i'm frustrated.,...i'm still in state of shock.....my mom said maybe cuz i haven't pass my motion yet....and i'm like my poop is not 5 kilos.......but i decided not to care...i'm just 43 kilos now......so i ate everything i want happily without even thinking about the scale.......it's been a long time not being happy about food......
NEXT CRISIS IS ABOUT PHONE
THERE'S THIS GUY HE THINKS I LIKE HIM.....he THINKS i like him but he's just a really good friend.....let's get back to history.....i was smiling at my friend that happened to sit behind him and he assumed i was smiling at him....and he started telling my friend i like him....well i don't really care cuz i don't want to hurt him.....he's a really nice and educated guy....so the plan is JUST TO BE FRIENDS WITH HIM....NOT MORE....he keeps giving me motivation which is really nice but sometimes annoying.....try to imagine you're depressed about your results and he says it's ok well obviously it's not okay........my friend gave him my number and he started calling me......we just talk about normal things cuz we're just friends......he never text me cuz he thinks it's not appropriate for a guy to text a girl.....i don't really care.....my mom said i will be into him one day because i keep saying i don't like him......so we'll just wait and see
P/S: GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE DOING A BIG RESEARCH..MUST SUCKS NOT BEING ABLE TO COME HOME....AND OH!!! I ALMOST FORGET MY MOTTO STAYING IN TGB IS..........
EXPECTED THE UNEXPECTED BECAUSE ANYTHING IMPOSSIBLE IS POSSIBLE
and my teacher motivates me by saying
TO BE CREATIVE BREAK THE LAW
and i did....next post will be out soon wait for it!!!
OKAY MAYBE MORE THAN ONE.....
OKAY I LOST TEN KILOS WHEN I WAS IN A BOARDING SCHOOL CUZ I EAT LESS AND HAVE TO WALK A LOT......it was exam week so rather than eating...it's better for you to read....so i lost more weight i came back home and my aunts and uncles said i look thin and man i was so happy.......so because of being happy i started shoving everything in my mouth.....who can resist food plus it does not punches you when you pick them up and starting to bite them.....so before i ate lunch today, i stand on the weigh balance so confidently know i'm below than 40 kilos but I GAIN 5 KILOS IN 4 DAYS!!!!!IN 4 DAYS!!!!.....how can that possibly be....man i'm frustrated.,...i'm still in state of shock.....my mom said maybe cuz i haven't pass my motion yet....and i'm like my poop is not 5 kilos.......but i decided not to care...i'm just 43 kilos now......so i ate everything i want happily without even thinking about the scale.......it's been a long time not being happy about food......
NEXT CRISIS IS ABOUT PHONE
THERE'S THIS GUY HE THINKS I LIKE HIM.....he THINKS i like him but he's just a really good friend.....let's get back to history.....i was smiling at my friend that happened to sit behind him and he assumed i was smiling at him....and he started telling my friend i like him....well i don't really care cuz i don't want to hurt him.....he's a really nice and educated guy....so the plan is JUST TO BE FRIENDS WITH HIM....NOT MORE....he keeps giving me motivation which is really nice but sometimes annoying.....try to imagine you're depressed about your results and he says it's ok well obviously it's not okay........my friend gave him my number and he started calling me......we just talk about normal things cuz we're just friends......he never text me cuz he thinks it's not appropriate for a guy to text a girl.....i don't really care.....my mom said i will be into him one day because i keep saying i don't like him......so we'll just wait and see
P/S: GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE DOING A BIG RESEARCH..MUST SUCKS NOT BEING ABLE TO COME HOME....AND OH!!! I ALMOST FORGET MY MOTTO STAYING IN TGB IS..........
EXPECTED THE UNEXPECTED BECAUSE ANYTHING IMPOSSIBLE IS POSSIBLE
and my teacher motivates me by saying
TO BE CREATIVE BREAK THE LAW
and i did....next post will be out soon wait for it!!!
Sunday 26 May 2013
DREAM, ENGLISH AND WHAT???!!!YES!!!!
EVERYONE HAS A DREAM....I HAVE LOTS OF DREAM BUT NO AMBITION CUZ MY AMBITION IS WHAT MY PARENTS WANT ME TO BE.....
my dream is to have a bentley and my dad said why dont you just buy a mini cooper and i was like NOOOOOO WAY!!!! HAVE YOU SEEN THE SYMBOL??!!! IT'S MINI NOT THE 'B'......and my dad said i was being dramatic and cranky.....everyone knows it's impossible for me to own a bentley so my second dream car is a VW SCIROCCO...it has like elegant and sporty feel to it...definitely perfect for a young rich lady........well like what my dad say anything you want or get it's based on your effort...you want something you have to work it......DONT TALK THE WALK BUT WALK THE TALK.....and i'm like YEAH...YEAH.....WHO CARES?! I WAS JUST THINKING OF USING YOUR MONEY TO BUY IT and he was like glaring at me but in a nice way with a smile on is face......FREAKY I KNOW??!!
'ENGLISH' EVERYDAY IS ENGLISH DAY IN TGB
most of the kids in my school speaks english 24/7....they're not really good in speaking malay.....that's when i think tgb is heaven....OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT.....if i think that way i'll be like WHAT WAS I THINKING??!!! and start to list down what i hate about in tgb......my roommates speaks english all the time...i dont have to think before i speak anymore because PEOPLE IT'S ENGLISH......i came back home and started to talk english with my mom and she said YOU'RE BECOMING THE OLD YOU....and i said WELL MOMMY I'M COMING TO WHERE I BELONG......and as i go on and on she left me in the kitchen by myself......it's becoming like a habit....cuz when i came back home....i talked english with my mom in front of my friends and i feel awkward......so my mission is ENGLISH AT SCHOOL, MALAY AT HOME, CHINESE ONCE IN A WHILE IS ENOUGH
SHOPPING AT THE MALL WITH MY FAMILY...
we met my old neighbour and she was talking to my parents...i wanted to say hi but HEY! I'M IN THE LINE WAITING TO PAY THE TOWELS!!.....man!! the man in front of me bought lots of stuff.....after paying, i came to them and said hi.....she was like i miss you and bla bla bla...I DONT NEED TO TELL YOU ALL THE DETAILS....and she was like are you 12 and i'm like no i'm sixteen and i looked like my dad's face and he has OH MY GOD !! SHE DID NOT JUST SAID THAT!! face.......when she walked off, my dad laughed like a maniac.....he said i can't believe she said your age is younger than your real age....and i'm like i looked younger that's why.....and he said no you are just too tiny...and i act like i know nothing
P/S: DONT BE AFRAID TO SPEAK OUT WHAT YOU FEEL EVENTHOUGH IT DOESN'T RELATE WITH THIS POST... SEE YA!!
my dream is to have a bentley and my dad said why dont you just buy a mini cooper and i was like NOOOOOO WAY!!!! HAVE YOU SEEN THE SYMBOL??!!! IT'S MINI NOT THE 'B'......and my dad said i was being dramatic and cranky.....everyone knows it's impossible for me to own a bentley so my second dream car is a VW SCIROCCO...it has like elegant and sporty feel to it...definitely perfect for a young rich lady........well like what my dad say anything you want or get it's based on your effort...you want something you have to work it......DONT TALK THE WALK BUT WALK THE TALK.....and i'm like YEAH...YEAH.....WHO CARES?! I WAS JUST THINKING OF USING YOUR MONEY TO BUY IT and he was like glaring at me but in a nice way with a smile on is face......FREAKY I KNOW??!!
'ENGLISH' EVERYDAY IS ENGLISH DAY IN TGB
most of the kids in my school speaks english 24/7....they're not really good in speaking malay.....that's when i think tgb is heaven....OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT.....if i think that way i'll be like WHAT WAS I THINKING??!!! and start to list down what i hate about in tgb......my roommates speaks english all the time...i dont have to think before i speak anymore because PEOPLE IT'S ENGLISH......i came back home and started to talk english with my mom and she said YOU'RE BECOMING THE OLD YOU....and i said WELL MOMMY I'M COMING TO WHERE I BELONG......and as i go on and on she left me in the kitchen by myself......it's becoming like a habit....cuz when i came back home....i talked english with my mom in front of my friends and i feel awkward......so my mission is ENGLISH AT SCHOOL, MALAY AT HOME, CHINESE ONCE IN A WHILE IS ENOUGH
SHOPPING AT THE MALL WITH MY FAMILY...
we met my old neighbour and she was talking to my parents...i wanted to say hi but HEY! I'M IN THE LINE WAITING TO PAY THE TOWELS!!.....man!! the man in front of me bought lots of stuff.....after paying, i came to them and said hi.....she was like i miss you and bla bla bla...I DONT NEED TO TELL YOU ALL THE DETAILS....and she was like are you 12 and i'm like no i'm sixteen and i looked like my dad's face and he has OH MY GOD !! SHE DID NOT JUST SAID THAT!! face.......when she walked off, my dad laughed like a maniac.....he said i can't believe she said your age is younger than your real age....and i'm like i looked younger that's why.....and he said no you are just too tiny...and i act like i know nothing
P/S: DONT BE AFRAID TO SPEAK OUT WHAT YOU FEEL EVENTHOUGH IT DOESN'T RELATE WITH THIS POST... SEE YA!!
Saturday 25 May 2013
TRANSFORMATION
FYI, I'M WRITING THIS POST WHILE MY NOSE IS BLEEDING!!
i have become a new me.............MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
not an evil person but a nicer one and less talkative too.....
less talking is an achievement for me okay.....this mouth can't stop from opening and spitting out words...........
i was this girl who are so so so not independent....i rely everything on my mom and dad.............
but when i'm came to this whole new dimension it's like u have to do everything your own and alone..............did i mention ON YOUR OWN!!!!
I NEED TO WASH MY CLOTHES AND THERE IS NO WAY I'M WASHING IT WITH HANDS.................
i need to use the washing machine.......i stood for half an hopur trying to figure out how to work a washing machine............all i know is put soap, press the on button and then press start.............
i was standing in front of the washing machine with a blank face on my face.........embarassingly, i ask for my friends help and all i did wrong was i forgot to insert the money.......stupid right! i know??!!
HERE THERE IS A LOT OF CATS
everyone know how i hate cats especially the ones who loves to come to us........i was being chase by cats around the block for almost everyday............and THAT WAS WHEN I SAID TO MYSELF THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING...........i started to embrace these animals and started to pamper them but not so much.........just not running away from them is fine............one night, i felt something furry at my arm and i woke up............it was 3 am............i looked what was in my arms and i almost got a heart attack because it was a cat..........i screamed WHAT THE????!!!! and i started talking to it like a crazy person and asking it how did he entered my room....try to imagine me talking to a cat at 3 am that would be creepy.....what's more creepy is when my roommate said maybe that cat is a man that was cursed to be a cat and his using that opportunity to watch the girls being sexy and i was like WHAT THE??!! STOP BEING RIDICULOUS!!!
I KNOW IT'S BORING BUT I'LL HAVE TO END HERE CUZ HOMEWORK IS PILING UP
P/S: I'LL WRITE ABOUT WHAT I LEARN AND MY MOTTO AND TEACHER'S MOTIVATION THAT KEPT ME ALIVE IN TGB....CLICHE I KNOW!!!!
i have become a new me.............MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
not an evil person but a nicer one and less talkative too.....
less talking is an achievement for me okay.....this mouth can't stop from opening and spitting out words...........
i was this girl who are so so so not independent....i rely everything on my mom and dad.............
but when i'm came to this whole new dimension it's like u have to do everything your own and alone..............did i mention ON YOUR OWN!!!!
I NEED TO WASH MY CLOTHES AND THERE IS NO WAY I'M WASHING IT WITH HANDS.................
i need to use the washing machine.......i stood for half an hopur trying to figure out how to work a washing machine............all i know is put soap, press the on button and then press start.............
i was standing in front of the washing machine with a blank face on my face.........embarassingly, i ask for my friends help and all i did wrong was i forgot to insert the money.......stupid right! i know??!!
HERE THERE IS A LOT OF CATS
everyone know how i hate cats especially the ones who loves to come to us........i was being chase by cats around the block for almost everyday............and THAT WAS WHEN I SAID TO MYSELF THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING...........i started to embrace these animals and started to pamper them but not so much.........just not running away from them is fine............one night, i felt something furry at my arm and i woke up............it was 3 am............i looked what was in my arms and i almost got a heart attack because it was a cat..........i screamed WHAT THE????!!!! and i started talking to it like a crazy person and asking it how did he entered my room....try to imagine me talking to a cat at 3 am that would be creepy.....what's more creepy is when my roommate said maybe that cat is a man that was cursed to be a cat and his using that opportunity to watch the girls being sexy and i was like WHAT THE??!! STOP BEING RIDICULOUS!!!
I KNOW IT'S BORING BUT I'LL HAVE TO END HERE CUZ HOMEWORK IS PILING UP
P/S: I'LL WRITE ABOUT WHAT I LEARN AND MY MOTTO AND TEACHER'S MOTIVATION THAT KEPT ME ALIVE IN TGB....CLICHE I KNOW!!!!
Thursday 23 May 2013
IT IS SO OVER!!
WOW!! IT'S BEEN ALMOST OR OVER A MONTH I DIDN'T WIRTE MY BLOG
SORRY BLOGGY I WAS BUSY WITH MY COURSEWORK.....
i don't really have any exciting to say but it's awesome to me cuz the first semester is over....WOOHOO!!(WINDOWS DOWN MUSIC PLAYING IN MY ROOM RIGHT NOW)
the exam was a calamity.... i cried a lot....for all papers......i studied until 3 am woke up at 4 am and i still cant answer it.....it's making me miserable....waiting for the results to be post at my house seems like a year.....i need a break from all this tension but my mind couldn't stop thinking about it.....
things got worst was when i feel like i'm so stupid....my friends back home have achieved something great while i studying hard and striving to live in TGB did not get the marks i expected.......my dad of course keep giving pressure by saying that my friends are all studying and they did well, so you better be good........my mom keep saying "you are weak you dont even get this", every time she teaches me......sometimes i just need someone to talk to but there's no one around.....everyone here has their own problems........living in a no.1 school in malaysia is so stressful......i wrote everything in my journal and my english teacher keeps on motivate me...but it's not enough.....sometimes i just feel like i need to tell my parents "they're living home, i live here...i dont have time to relax and they do...i only have maximum 3 hours of sleep everyday and they have more....i came here to make you happy so please dont push to the edge becuz i'm too exhausted to work more...."
my teacher said i need to go see a doctor becuz i lost a lot of weight and she's afraid i might get an eating disorder......i feel like my effort here is useless......i need to put an end to this BUT I CAN'T STOP CUZ I HAVE
550 DAYS TO LIVE HERE IN TGB .................
IT'S A MAJOR HORROR
P/S: GOT MY ADD MATHS AND MOD MATHS RESULTS... IT'S TOTALLY NOT SATISFYING...I'M TOO EMBARASS TO TALK ABOUT IT WITH MY FRIENDS.....
SORRY BLOGGY I WAS BUSY WITH MY COURSEWORK.....
i don't really have any exciting to say but it's awesome to me cuz the first semester is over....WOOHOO!!(WINDOWS DOWN MUSIC PLAYING IN MY ROOM RIGHT NOW)
the exam was a calamity.... i cried a lot....for all papers......i studied until 3 am woke up at 4 am and i still cant answer it.....it's making me miserable....waiting for the results to be post at my house seems like a year.....i need a break from all this tension but my mind couldn't stop thinking about it.....
things got worst was when i feel like i'm so stupid....my friends back home have achieved something great while i studying hard and striving to live in TGB did not get the marks i expected.......my dad of course keep giving pressure by saying that my friends are all studying and they did well, so you better be good........my mom keep saying "you are weak you dont even get this", every time she teaches me......sometimes i just need someone to talk to but there's no one around.....everyone here has their own problems........living in a no.1 school in malaysia is so stressful......i wrote everything in my journal and my english teacher keeps on motivate me...but it's not enough.....sometimes i just feel like i need to tell my parents "they're living home, i live here...i dont have time to relax and they do...i only have maximum 3 hours of sleep everyday and they have more....i came here to make you happy so please dont push to the edge becuz i'm too exhausted to work more...."
my teacher said i need to go see a doctor becuz i lost a lot of weight and she's afraid i might get an eating disorder......i feel like my effort here is useless......i need to put an end to this BUT I CAN'T STOP CUZ I HAVE
550 DAYS TO LIVE HERE IN TGB .................
IT'S A MAJOR HORROR
P/S: GOT MY ADD MATHS AND MOD MATHS RESULTS... IT'S TOTALLY NOT SATISFYING...I'M TOO EMBARASS TO TALK ABOUT IT WITH MY FRIENDS.....
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