lots of people they are happy with what they have...but i feel like there is something missing in me.....i miss my friends, my school everything i had 5 years back...i just wish that i could turn back time because i regret not giving my best friend an answer before he died.....it was kind of hard for me to forget about him...that's not the only thing i regret...i used to have friends who understand me...friends who i can share something with...but my friends in the present are not so i dont know what i'm suppose to say...if i text them one would only answer but the other one would not text me back and would give the excuse for having no credits but she told me that she was busy texting with her boyfriend...i was so irritated with her behaviour...ARE HER RELATIONSHIP MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAN HER FRIENDS.....
i told my friends that i broke up with him because i dont want to ask about my relationship with him...he's a good guy and i dont want to hurt his feelings....he is also quite cool cuz he's not the jealous kind of type which is quite awesome....but recently he's mad with this guy who keep texting me when that guy is actually asking about my friend....it's complicated.....i just want to write this blog because this is the only where i can let all the emotions i buried deep in my heart out.....
P/S: I DOES NOT HAVE AN EMOTIONAL RANGE OF A TEASPOON. JUST PUTTING THAT OUT.
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