IT'S A MAJOR CRISIS...
OKAY MAYBE MORE THAN ONE.....
OKAY I LOST TEN KILOS WHEN I WAS IN A BOARDING SCHOOL CUZ I EAT LESS AND HAVE TO WALK A LOT......it was exam week so rather than eating...it's better for you to read....so i lost more weight i came back home and my aunts and uncles said i look thin and man i was so happy.......so because of being happy i started shoving everything in my mouth.....who can resist food plus it does not punches you when you pick them up and starting to bite them.....so before i ate lunch today, i stand on the weigh balance so confidently know i'm below than 40 kilos but I GAIN 5 KILOS IN 4 DAYS!!!!!IN 4 DAYS!!!!.....how can that possibly be....man i'm frustrated.,...i'm still in state of shock.....my mom said maybe cuz i haven't pass my motion yet....and i'm like my poop is not 5 kilos.......but i decided not to care...i'm just 43 kilos now......so i ate everything i want happily without even thinking about the scale.......it's been a long time not being happy about food......
NEXT CRISIS IS ABOUT PHONE
THERE'S THIS GUY HE THINKS I LIKE HIM.....he THINKS i like him but he's just a really good friend.....let's get back to history.....i was smiling at my friend that happened to sit behind him and he assumed i was smiling at him....and he started telling my friend i like him....well i don't really care cuz i don't want to hurt him.....he's a really nice and educated guy....so the plan is JUST TO BE FRIENDS WITH HIM....NOT MORE....he keeps giving me motivation which is really nice but sometimes annoying.....try to imagine you're depressed about your results and he says it's ok well obviously it's not okay........my friend gave him my number and he started calling me......we just talk about normal things cuz we're just friends......he never text me cuz he thinks it's not appropriate for a guy to text a girl.....i don't really care.....my mom said i will be into him one day because i keep saying i don't like him......so we'll just wait and see
P/S: GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE DOING A BIG RESEARCH..MUST SUCKS NOT BEING ABLE TO COME HOME....AND OH!!! I ALMOST FORGET MY MOTTO STAYING IN TGB IS..........
EXPECTED THE UNEXPECTED BECAUSE ANYTHING IMPOSSIBLE IS POSSIBLE
and my teacher motivates me by saying
TO BE CREATIVE BREAK THE LAW
and i did....next post will be out soon wait for it!!!
Monday, 27 May 2013
Sunday, 26 May 2013
DREAM, ENGLISH AND WHAT???!!!YES!!!!
EVERYONE HAS A DREAM....I HAVE LOTS OF DREAM BUT NO AMBITION CUZ MY AMBITION IS WHAT MY PARENTS WANT ME TO BE.....
my dream is to have a bentley and my dad said why dont you just buy a mini cooper and i was like NOOOOOO WAY!!!! HAVE YOU SEEN THE SYMBOL??!!! IT'S MINI NOT THE 'B'......and my dad said i was being dramatic and cranky.....everyone knows it's impossible for me to own a bentley so my second dream car is a VW SCIROCCO...it has like elegant and sporty feel to it...definitely perfect for a young rich lady........well like what my dad say anything you want or get it's based on your effort...you want something you have to work it......DONT TALK THE WALK BUT WALK THE TALK.....and i'm like YEAH...YEAH.....WHO CARES?! I WAS JUST THINKING OF USING YOUR MONEY TO BUY IT and he was like glaring at me but in a nice way with a smile on is face......FREAKY I KNOW??!!
'ENGLISH' EVERYDAY IS ENGLISH DAY IN TGB
most of the kids in my school speaks english 24/7....they're not really good in speaking malay.....that's when i think tgb is heaven....OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT.....if i think that way i'll be like WHAT WAS I THINKING??!!! and start to list down what i hate about in tgb......my roommates speaks english all the time...i dont have to think before i speak anymore because PEOPLE IT'S ENGLISH......i came back home and started to talk english with my mom and she said YOU'RE BECOMING THE OLD YOU....and i said WELL MOMMY I'M COMING TO WHERE I BELONG......and as i go on and on she left me in the kitchen by myself......it's becoming like a habit....cuz when i came back home....i talked english with my mom in front of my friends and i feel awkward......so my mission is ENGLISH AT SCHOOL, MALAY AT HOME, CHINESE ONCE IN A WHILE IS ENOUGH
SHOPPING AT THE MALL WITH MY FAMILY...
we met my old neighbour and she was talking to my parents...i wanted to say hi but HEY! I'M IN THE LINE WAITING TO PAY THE TOWELS!!.....man!! the man in front of me bought lots of stuff.....after paying, i came to them and said hi.....she was like i miss you and bla bla bla...I DONT NEED TO TELL YOU ALL THE DETAILS....and she was like are you 12 and i'm like no i'm sixteen and i looked like my dad's face and he has OH MY GOD !! SHE DID NOT JUST SAID THAT!! face.......when she walked off, my dad laughed like a maniac.....he said i can't believe she said your age is younger than your real age....and i'm like i looked younger that's why.....and he said no you are just too tiny...and i act like i know nothing
P/S: DONT BE AFRAID TO SPEAK OUT WHAT YOU FEEL EVENTHOUGH IT DOESN'T RELATE WITH THIS POST... SEE YA!!
my dream is to have a bentley and my dad said why dont you just buy a mini cooper and i was like NOOOOOO WAY!!!! HAVE YOU SEEN THE SYMBOL??!!! IT'S MINI NOT THE 'B'......and my dad said i was being dramatic and cranky.....everyone knows it's impossible for me to own a bentley so my second dream car is a VW SCIROCCO...it has like elegant and sporty feel to it...definitely perfect for a young rich lady........well like what my dad say anything you want or get it's based on your effort...you want something you have to work it......DONT TALK THE WALK BUT WALK THE TALK.....and i'm like YEAH...YEAH.....WHO CARES?! I WAS JUST THINKING OF USING YOUR MONEY TO BUY IT and he was like glaring at me but in a nice way with a smile on is face......FREAKY I KNOW??!!
'ENGLISH' EVERYDAY IS ENGLISH DAY IN TGB
most of the kids in my school speaks english 24/7....they're not really good in speaking malay.....that's when i think tgb is heaven....OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT.....if i think that way i'll be like WHAT WAS I THINKING??!!! and start to list down what i hate about in tgb......my roommates speaks english all the time...i dont have to think before i speak anymore because PEOPLE IT'S ENGLISH......i came back home and started to talk english with my mom and she said YOU'RE BECOMING THE OLD YOU....and i said WELL MOMMY I'M COMING TO WHERE I BELONG......and as i go on and on she left me in the kitchen by myself......it's becoming like a habit....cuz when i came back home....i talked english with my mom in front of my friends and i feel awkward......so my mission is ENGLISH AT SCHOOL, MALAY AT HOME, CHINESE ONCE IN A WHILE IS ENOUGH
SHOPPING AT THE MALL WITH MY FAMILY...
we met my old neighbour and she was talking to my parents...i wanted to say hi but HEY! I'M IN THE LINE WAITING TO PAY THE TOWELS!!.....man!! the man in front of me bought lots of stuff.....after paying, i came to them and said hi.....she was like i miss you and bla bla bla...I DONT NEED TO TELL YOU ALL THE DETAILS....and she was like are you 12 and i'm like no i'm sixteen and i looked like my dad's face and he has OH MY GOD !! SHE DID NOT JUST SAID THAT!! face.......when she walked off, my dad laughed like a maniac.....he said i can't believe she said your age is younger than your real age....and i'm like i looked younger that's why.....and he said no you are just too tiny...and i act like i know nothing
P/S: DONT BE AFRAID TO SPEAK OUT WHAT YOU FEEL EVENTHOUGH IT DOESN'T RELATE WITH THIS POST... SEE YA!!
Saturday, 25 May 2013
TRANSFORMATION
FYI, I'M WRITING THIS POST WHILE MY NOSE IS BLEEDING!!
i have become a new me.............MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
not an evil person but a nicer one and less talkative too.....
less talking is an achievement for me okay.....this mouth can't stop from opening and spitting out words...........
i was this girl who are so so so not independent....i rely everything on my mom and dad.............
but when i'm came to this whole new dimension it's like u have to do everything your own and alone..............did i mention ON YOUR OWN!!!!
I NEED TO WASH MY CLOTHES AND THERE IS NO WAY I'M WASHING IT WITH HANDS.................
i need to use the washing machine.......i stood for half an hopur trying to figure out how to work a washing machine............all i know is put soap, press the on button and then press start.............
i was standing in front of the washing machine with a blank face on my face.........embarassingly, i ask for my friends help and all i did wrong was i forgot to insert the money.......stupid right! i know??!!
HERE THERE IS A LOT OF CATS
everyone know how i hate cats especially the ones who loves to come to us........i was being chase by cats around the block for almost everyday............and THAT WAS WHEN I SAID TO MYSELF THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING...........i started to embrace these animals and started to pamper them but not so much.........just not running away from them is fine............one night, i felt something furry at my arm and i woke up............it was 3 am............i looked what was in my arms and i almost got a heart attack because it was a cat..........i screamed WHAT THE????!!!! and i started talking to it like a crazy person and asking it how did he entered my room....try to imagine me talking to a cat at 3 am that would be creepy.....what's more creepy is when my roommate said maybe that cat is a man that was cursed to be a cat and his using that opportunity to watch the girls being sexy and i was like WHAT THE??!! STOP BEING RIDICULOUS!!!
I KNOW IT'S BORING BUT I'LL HAVE TO END HERE CUZ HOMEWORK IS PILING UP
P/S: I'LL WRITE ABOUT WHAT I LEARN AND MY MOTTO AND TEACHER'S MOTIVATION THAT KEPT ME ALIVE IN TGB....CLICHE I KNOW!!!!
i have become a new me.............MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
not an evil person but a nicer one and less talkative too.....
less talking is an achievement for me okay.....this mouth can't stop from opening and spitting out words...........
i was this girl who are so so so not independent....i rely everything on my mom and dad.............
but when i'm came to this whole new dimension it's like u have to do everything your own and alone..............did i mention ON YOUR OWN!!!!
I NEED TO WASH MY CLOTHES AND THERE IS NO WAY I'M WASHING IT WITH HANDS.................
i need to use the washing machine.......i stood for half an hopur trying to figure out how to work a washing machine............all i know is put soap, press the on button and then press start.............
i was standing in front of the washing machine with a blank face on my face.........embarassingly, i ask for my friends help and all i did wrong was i forgot to insert the money.......stupid right! i know??!!
HERE THERE IS A LOT OF CATS
everyone know how i hate cats especially the ones who loves to come to us........i was being chase by cats around the block for almost everyday............and THAT WAS WHEN I SAID TO MYSELF THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING...........i started to embrace these animals and started to pamper them but not so much.........just not running away from them is fine............one night, i felt something furry at my arm and i woke up............it was 3 am............i looked what was in my arms and i almost got a heart attack because it was a cat..........i screamed WHAT THE????!!!! and i started talking to it like a crazy person and asking it how did he entered my room....try to imagine me talking to a cat at 3 am that would be creepy.....what's more creepy is when my roommate said maybe that cat is a man that was cursed to be a cat and his using that opportunity to watch the girls being sexy and i was like WHAT THE??!! STOP BEING RIDICULOUS!!!
I KNOW IT'S BORING BUT I'LL HAVE TO END HERE CUZ HOMEWORK IS PILING UP
P/S: I'LL WRITE ABOUT WHAT I LEARN AND MY MOTTO AND TEACHER'S MOTIVATION THAT KEPT ME ALIVE IN TGB....CLICHE I KNOW!!!!
Thursday, 23 May 2013
IT IS SO OVER!!
WOW!! IT'S BEEN ALMOST OR OVER A MONTH I DIDN'T WIRTE MY BLOG
SORRY BLOGGY I WAS BUSY WITH MY COURSEWORK.....
i don't really have any exciting to say but it's awesome to me cuz the first semester is over....WOOHOO!!(WINDOWS DOWN MUSIC PLAYING IN MY ROOM RIGHT NOW)
the exam was a calamity.... i cried a lot....for all papers......i studied until 3 am woke up at 4 am and i still cant answer it.....it's making me miserable....waiting for the results to be post at my house seems like a year.....i need a break from all this tension but my mind couldn't stop thinking about it.....
things got worst was when i feel like i'm so stupid....my friends back home have achieved something great while i studying hard and striving to live in TGB did not get the marks i expected.......my dad of course keep giving pressure by saying that my friends are all studying and they did well, so you better be good........my mom keep saying "you are weak you dont even get this", every time she teaches me......sometimes i just need someone to talk to but there's no one around.....everyone here has their own problems........living in a no.1 school in malaysia is so stressful......i wrote everything in my journal and my english teacher keeps on motivate me...but it's not enough.....sometimes i just feel like i need to tell my parents "they're living home, i live here...i dont have time to relax and they do...i only have maximum 3 hours of sleep everyday and they have more....i came here to make you happy so please dont push to the edge becuz i'm too exhausted to work more...."
my teacher said i need to go see a doctor becuz i lost a lot of weight and she's afraid i might get an eating disorder......i feel like my effort here is useless......i need to put an end to this BUT I CAN'T STOP CUZ I HAVE
550 DAYS TO LIVE HERE IN TGB .................
IT'S A MAJOR HORROR
P/S: GOT MY ADD MATHS AND MOD MATHS RESULTS... IT'S TOTALLY NOT SATISFYING...I'M TOO EMBARASS TO TALK ABOUT IT WITH MY FRIENDS.....
SORRY BLOGGY I WAS BUSY WITH MY COURSEWORK.....
i don't really have any exciting to say but it's awesome to me cuz the first semester is over....WOOHOO!!(WINDOWS DOWN MUSIC PLAYING IN MY ROOM RIGHT NOW)
the exam was a calamity.... i cried a lot....for all papers......i studied until 3 am woke up at 4 am and i still cant answer it.....it's making me miserable....waiting for the results to be post at my house seems like a year.....i need a break from all this tension but my mind couldn't stop thinking about it.....
things got worst was when i feel like i'm so stupid....my friends back home have achieved something great while i studying hard and striving to live in TGB did not get the marks i expected.......my dad of course keep giving pressure by saying that my friends are all studying and they did well, so you better be good........my mom keep saying "you are weak you dont even get this", every time she teaches me......sometimes i just need someone to talk to but there's no one around.....everyone here has their own problems........living in a no.1 school in malaysia is so stressful......i wrote everything in my journal and my english teacher keeps on motivate me...but it's not enough.....sometimes i just feel like i need to tell my parents "they're living home, i live here...i dont have time to relax and they do...i only have maximum 3 hours of sleep everyday and they have more....i came here to make you happy so please dont push to the edge becuz i'm too exhausted to work more...."
my teacher said i need to go see a doctor becuz i lost a lot of weight and she's afraid i might get an eating disorder......i feel like my effort here is useless......i need to put an end to this BUT I CAN'T STOP CUZ I HAVE
550 DAYS TO LIVE HERE IN TGB .................
IT'S A MAJOR HORROR
P/S: GOT MY ADD MATHS AND MOD MATHS RESULTS... IT'S TOTALLY NOT SATISFYING...I'M TOO EMBARASS TO TALK ABOUT IT WITH MY FRIENDS.....
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